ok, ive got nothing to post today psl tkder citer uhk niari. okok tapi tapi i want to share something with you about this two SMS[s] ive got from my friend, my kwn nyer admire kasi dier. seriously, satu sweet gileeer nyer , yg kedua kan mcm dier saket hati uhk psl my fren tolak dier. kesiian tau dier.. kk this is the text, panjang oyy text dier.
"Sorry about the way i treated you last week, i was under a lot of stress you knw? and you kept giving me hope and crushing it, you make my mood go up and down like a rollercoaster, to be honest, you are the ferst girl who treats me well, maybe because we've never met, idk., since im telling the truth now, i would rather tell you what i would have done if i managed to pikat your hati. i would birng you out to watch movies or for a stroll in the park or even just sitting together if too lazy, i would really love love it if you rest your head on my shoulder (people say im comfy like a plushy) while i stroke your hair and caress your hands. i would come over to your house and if you have a lil bro, i'll make my own pizza recipe or spend time with you at your house or even go cycling at east coast or tampines. i would ask you to meet my parents, see what a nice girl you are. i'll even try to make you happy every single day. i want to be your friend, ur best fren, ur counsellor, someone who would listen. i would also love to just sit there staring into your eyes, listening, as you talk. haiz if only you see what i've pictured, i could be shoulder you can cry on, your study buddy, you maths teacher , your less annoying english teacher, i'll even be your ngaji teacher if you have trouble with it. it took 3hrs to come up with this apology. i hope it means something to you.
sweet kan?! omg seyh. haiish betape kuatnyer cinte si jantan nihk kat kwn aku nihk tapi yehklah, klu kwn aku dah tak minat nk buat mcm maner abeyh setelah lamer si jantan cube melupakan kwn aku nihk tetibe kwn aku nihk pegi lah wish dier birthday, skali dier msg kwn aku ginihk.
thanks to you, my life has been shitty since nov 15. i keep having nightmares and as a results, i now have purple puffy eyes, i was all better since you bastard me but now, im even more depressed. next time dun msg me unless its something worth my happiness, i dont care what you think anymore, if you act like im shit and a nobody then i swear i'll do the same to you. is till have some dignity left if you act like a friend and more then the same is returned. i like playing fair so pls dont fcuk with me toying with my emotions, i may be sensitive but so help i will be aggressive if you dare to do it again , just call yourself lucky, i didnt use some degrading concept for you.
kesian ehk kesian. haiish well thst for now, love you guys! ;D
p/s:아무리 난 여전히 널 사랑하는.
